Today I saw one of women from my birth class with her little boy and at the time I was ok, but right now I'm not. I can't stop crying.
I knew that eventually I'd see those other mommies and it is a little easier because I'm pregnant but it is still really hard. Still feels hopeless I can't help but think why should this baby live our other baby didn't. I know that I'm going to have days like this I know that just because our baby died that this baby is not going to die. I know that a lot of it is being an emotional mess and hormonal because of this little bundle of joy.
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